Tuesday, December 7, 2010

7/12/2010

Going To Have New Years and New Life _______
December is GoinG to EnD ________
I reaLLy like DECEMBER very much _________
Work at " THERE" ( I don't want to say where i work ) very Happiie _________ ♥ 
I know many ____NEW FRIENDS____ there ________ ♥ 
Happiie to work with them ________ ♥ 
There all are so NICE & NICE !! _________ ♥ 

Back from work just now 
7 pm __ 
eat __ bath __ COMPUTER 
Long long time didn't TOUCH my ___ Lappie ___

just now went to "someone" FB profile 
feel down 
if you want to know what happen __ my friend .. come sms me __
cause i don't want let many people to know 
REALLY FEEL HURT !! __________ =(
Gonna Cry ___ !!

Today my post will be a little bit special or different 
cause i want to write many things 
actually also not so much gonna write 
just wants to write my feeling for this few days 
working very happiie 
i sell many already 
THANK YOU CUSTOMER !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yesterday i report or complain by a stupid guard to my supervisor 
i didn't do anything at all he go & complain me ?? 
OH MY GOD ___ !! 
stupid guard !! 
Please la go think properly !! 
what have you done by yourself when you are on duty !! 
STUPID !!!!!! 
now i super duper ANGRY !!!!!!!!! 
DON'T LET ME KNOW YOU COMPLAIN ME AGAIN !! 
IF NOT I WOULD LIKE TO LET YOU DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes !! This Thursday is my OFF DAY ____ =) 
I will go Autocity !!!!! HuRRay ___ !!!!!! 
Thank you mummy !!  
♥ you very muchhhhhieeee  !!!!!!!!!!!! 
Hope i can take many photo to you all see 
i didn't go Autocity before 
now i can go 
feel Super Duper Excited _________ ♥ !! 

I Got nothing to write for this few day ady 
Let It Be !!!!!! 


Just Be MySelfffffffiee

Monday, November 29, 2010

hang out ___ x)

Yesterday hang out with Jasmine and Dudee 
Happii !! 
We watched 2 movie ... ( OMG , i can't believe i will do that ! ) 
it's ~ Rapunzel ~ and ~ Unstoppable ~ 
quite nice ! 
Feel happii nia !! haha .. 
I got nothing to write on this blog ~ 
cause it's too many things happen .. 
today juat write like that .. 

MOODY

Monday, November 22, 2010

Today

yesterday when i writing my Bloggie ... 
and i am finish going to post it out
suddenly the internet had disconnect !! 
what the **** ~ ( don't mind ya ^^)
made my post had to postpone to post it out ~ 

Yesterday till today i didn't sleep at all 
isn't good ? 
about 6.30 am i walk back to my house with my cousin 
and we were going to JOGGING with mum 
so i had to went home and call my mom to wake up ~ LoL ... xD
she always need a person to wake her up ... 

when i am using my house key to open the door 
immediately i remember that if i open the door 
i also can't went in 
because behind the door have another locker ... 
HuH ?! 

So i had to call my mom to came downstair open for me ... haha ~ 
about 7 am we went to Lake Garden 
and about 8 am we went for breakfast at ~ Zhong Hua Hin ~ 
after that we went to AULONG with mom 
because mom wanted to buy her new shirt 
( girls always like that ) 

Today is a normal day 
nothing happen 
i think maybe i too early to post for today

Mixed

This few day i had think many things 
Many many things ~ 
somemore when im thinking somethings 
i can't listen to touchable or sensetive SONGS ...

i can't control myself
and my emotional !! 
if i still like that 
i sure will be insane soon ~ 

Am i a too worry person ?? 
if it's like this ... i think i had to having counseling ~ 
counseling can make someone be calm and won't think many thing 
( but i don't know where to find a counseller ) 
i don't want to think those thing anymore !! 
i had told this i think got hundred times ~ 

okay , i don't want told it anymore !! 
God Bless Me ... =)

Today i had went to Taiping Sentral with my crazy/insane COUSINS 
we went to K-Box to sing K ... 
i surprise that my mom , grandma , and my youngest auntie were came ! 
OMG ... but , honestly they can sing well ( it's normal voice ) 
and my grandma lie on the sofa WATCHING us acting like a monkey in the room ... 
haha ... 
i can't believe that they would came here ~ 
IT IS REALLY A SURPRISE !! ^^ 

                           Very happy , today . 
 Thanks - Cheryl 
          Edwin 
          Wilson 
Thank you !! haha ...

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Dream ~> Work ~> Holiday Start !!

Holiday is START !! 
It's Good ... finally i can put off all those stupid work in school ~ 

I got a problem right now !! It's HUGE PROBLEM for me ... 
I feel very dissapointed .. 
My mom yesterday had ask a ~ Feng shui ~ Sifu to see our family's fortune ...
The ~ Sifu ~ say in the future i will be Engineer or Doctor !! 
But ... my dream is Singing ... althought can't sing i like to make music for singer to sing ..
Now , i can't make my dream come true anymore !!! 
Why ?? I am confusing now !! 
Can i really put off my dream ?? 
Can i ?????

Can i don't think and having those problems ?? 
From Now On , I HOPE THAT GOT A PERSON CAN HELP ME TO SOLVE IT !! 

Well , 
Holiday starts , my working life is going to start ~ 
Super excited , but 
my friend all had received call from that company to inform them to go for work 
but i haven't received any call !! 
OMG !! I really worried about it ...
so i had decided to call the company .. 
and yet ,i had made the call . 
After i call the company , only i realised that my stock haven't reach yet , 
so they told me that after the stock reach , they will call me . 
Now only im not worrying ... 

Hope i can work Happily ~~ 
Hope i can ... 
Ermmm ... 
haha ... don't want to say already ... 
just wish me GOOD LUCK

Friday, November 5, 2010

自由 _ FreeDom !!

太久没写部落格了是吗 ? 
觉得自己写的文章越来越差 ... 
真的是很担心 
华文作文也退步了
我是否不再像以前的我了 

假期 ?? 
我不喜欢 
有点矛盾 
虽然 
有工作 ... 但没感觉 

最近在家都很不愉快 
时常跟他们吵架 
我真得不能再忍受他们如此的不讲道理 !!!!!!!! 
大人都是这样的吗 ?? 
不能理解我们的感受的
整天自顾着他们
骂我们 !! 
真的是很离谱 !! 不可理喻 !! 
假期还得每天面对着他们 
很烦 !! 

请你们离我远一点 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
我要自由 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

No TiTle

Exam had over 
its really ... i get STUPID RESULT ~ 
i had try my best really try very hard !!
but still can't ~

How can i do ...??

im not going to told this exam again 
never and ever !! 
i really fade up !! although how i try my best ... 
i also can't get good result 

Now i m excited with this term holiday 
cause im going to work ... haha ~ ^^

Okay !!

Just now i saw friend's blog ... 
why a person must have friend ?? 
i can't understand ??

i don like got many friend !! 
i can't trust friend so much !! 
i had been betray by my friend before ~ !!

I HATE !!!!!!! 

My Friend ... Im not talking about you ~ ...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

It;s Me !!

Long Long time didn't Update my bLoGGie ... 
cause i got no INTERNET !! 
I told it before 

my form 4 Life is Going to END __ 
next year going to form 5 .. 
and SPM is COMING !!!!!!!! 

Gosh !! Nervous ~ !! 
This term exam i think i will get Stupid Result ... 
if really get stupid result ... 
i will again stay in 5sc5 .. 

LoL !! 
Hate this class !! 
Damn noisy !! 

Disturb me Study only !! 
what can i do ?? 

Don't know ~~ 

im going to say that 
I AM GOING TO WORK !! 
haha ... i got job !! 
work at " THE STORE " 
hope i can do it well !! 

Gambateh !! Richie ~~~

Sunday, July 11, 2010

DISCIPLINE MASTER ~~

Really got nothing to say
AGM had over ...
get DISCIPLINE MASTER
LOL !!

Discipline ??
my discipline not so good
how come i will be ??
haha ...

fine ...
i will be a GOOD DISCPLINE MASTER !!
Promise !!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

No title


My fourth post during no INTERNET in my house


And typing my diary in my computer





Feel irritating !!!!!!!!!!


No INTERNET … NO LIFE


To me ~~~





Damn BORING 


Long long time no update my bLoGGie





Don’t know how already


It’s full of SPIDER WEB ?!


Maybe …


Haha ~~





Today … 5 / 7/ 10


My birthday had over


SAD


Present ?! just receive 2 …


It’s the most much present


Why I say like that ?!


Cause every year my birthday


My friend all won’t sent me gifts


I 1st year get gifts from them


Anyway …. Thx buddy !!





In bad mood now …


Nothing to say about my family anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!


Im fade up with them at ALL !!!!!!!





Can I live without them ??


Can’t I live alone ??


Can’t I ??? do it all ??





What can I do for them ??


I really fade uo with my youngest brother !!!!!!!


He are so manja ~~


Know what is manja ??


If u know …


You will know what im thinking !!!!!


Just because of my stupid brother


My mother beat me with CHAIR


Now … my arm really pain !!!!!!!





OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!


FADE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Help me !!!!!!!!!


GOD …





Im going to leave this house !!!!!!!


Can I ??


Let me DIE …


Can ??





My mother …


She is an hot tempered person ~~~


Always know how to scold and beat her son only ..


Huh …


FADE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!





HELP ME PLEASE … MY FRIEND














END

Friday, June 18, 2010

Diary 18/6

LoL ... 
really boring 
cannot 0n9 for long long time 
now i juzz 0n9 at CC 
haha ... 

my mom is going to sign up STREAMYX internet 
i am so happy !!!!! LoL 
because if really use streamyx 
i can watch my favourite movie with smooth line 
not like last time 
wn watch movie must wait till it playt finish only can watch 
wtf !! 
______________________________

my birthday is coming 
don't know got people will come 
scare no people go only 
haha ... 

who want come my birthday party ?? 
at ts ... 
ok ?? 
time still not yet fix the time
haha ... 
hope you all can come ...

Monday, June 7, 2010

Diary 2 ♥

Just Now Go See My 干姐 [贤君] 's blogs 

actually since i started to see her blog 

i feel that she is very ___

don't know how to say it out

everytime when i finish reading her blog 

i sure got the feeling 

i will feel sad 

isn't she are very good skill in writing blog ?? 

so i will feel something like that 

don't know 

i feel sad ~~~ =(
_____________________________________________________________________

thus , actually im oso facing many problems 

Prefectorial Board ... Choir Club ... and more and more etc 

i feel im going to be mad !!! 

Crazy ____ Die SooN ___ 

can i die 

im scare actually ~~ 

now my feelings 

im belongs to someone that i LOVE 

yea .. its real 

im belongs to someone 

but the person doesn't belongs to me 

I LOVE HER

she's belongs to others 

don't know 

rite ?? 

isn't she is belongs to someone ?? 

Unknown ~~
______________________________________________________________________

Just try to 创作 

but do such many songs 

still didn't had 旋律 

because i still haven't up level till do songs 

just 写词

it's bad 

stupid word 

stupid songs 

all is about her 

am i stupid ?? 

yea .. im stupid ~~ !! 

always done somthing stupid 

and all is about HER !! 

maybe it's LOVE POWER 

loving someone 

then u sure will done something stupid 

stupid 
stupid stupid 
stupid stupid stupid 
stupid stupid stupid stupid 
stupid stupid stupid 
stupid stupid 
stupid 

I AM STUPID 

BECAUSE I CAN LOVE SOMEONE TILL 

ALMOST 5 YEARS !! 

STUPID  CHAN XUAN KAI ~~ !!!



7/6/2010 __ Diary

刚刚看了某人的部落格 
很有感觉 
我超爱看某人的部落格的
某人的部落格是我看这样多部落格中
最漂亮的 
超美的 

我笨蛋 >.< 
不会设计本少爷的部落格 
难看透了 

_______________________________________________________________________________

Im trying to use ENGLISH to write my BLOG 
but really sometimes my ENGLISH very bad 
don't know how to describe 
LALALALALALALALA ____ 

SKIP _____________________

Today whole day at home 
DAMN BORING  

nothing to do 
just sit infront of my lovely LAPTOP 
playing facebook and updating my BLOG  

Using many paper to arrange de farewell party programme 
damn hard de 
using about 2 days 2 night to prepare it 
FINALLY ___ Finish !!! 
Hurray ~~ ^^ 

Waiting this Sunday ___ primary SchooLMatE Gathering ~~ !! 
Don't know who will attend 
really nervous 
because i scare that no people will attend !!!!!!! 
haha 

P.S ~> don happen please !!!!!!!!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

回来咯 !!

我飞回来啦 ... == >.< 

满满的灰尘 
哈哈 

我一直在打喷嚏 罢了 
哈哈 

没什么好写的啦 
最近都没什么事情 

现在最开心的是 

要考完试啦 !!!!!! ^^ 

超开心的 ... 

假期 ~~ 
好期待哦 !!!!!!!!

Monday, May 17, 2010

无 ___ 标题

真的不想要面对 
很辛苦 
不能顶 ~~~ 

烦 !! 
不想要管一切的事情 
很多的 团体都要 AGM 了 
我很压力 怕拿到的职位 会让我更压力 
不想要 可以吗 ?? 

加上今天的表演已经都结束了 
幸运 !! ^^ 

可以 relax 一点 
haha ~~ 

我跟韵吵架了 
不想跟她说sorry咯 
不懂为什么 ...

觉得心情真的是很差咯 
不想去管咯 
朋友难免会吵架的咯

这次是我们第一次吵架 
是我的错 我无理取闹咯 
可能会冷战很久 
我不想去理 

考试 !! 

haha ~~~ 

如果她看了 这篇文章 
我也不敢想象她会怎么样想 

可能会 
生气 ?? 
跟我绝交 ?? 

不董 ... 

考试 ?? 
等死吧 !! 
家长日 才有得死 
haha ... !!
还有很久呢 ~~ 

就酱咯 ___ 
BB ____

Sunday, May 16, 2010

hng ~~ !!!!!!!

不知道怎么样的 
真的很生气一个人 
叫我帮忙做东西
就好像觉得我是很应该

为什么她会变成这样的 ?? 
我很讨厌她 !!!!!!!!!! 

算了 
念在跟她 认识了四年 ~ 
不跟她计较 !! 
hng ~~ !!

他跟她的男朋友怎么样 我以后都不要再知道 !!!!!!!
那是你的事 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

我不想再理你的事了 !!!!!!!!!!!! 
虽然你什么事都告诉我 ~
我很开心 因为你把我当成你的朋友 
但我 不想再去理了 
你去找你那班姐妹吧 ~~~

希望 你不要觉得我太绝 ~~~ 

仅此 ................ !!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Change ____ My Friend =(

为什么 ?? 

我的朋友 变了 
变了好多  也许是一些事情让 她 会变成这样的
怎的不知道 怎么了 

她 变得很不像 以前的 她 了 

不想再说了 ... 
希望 他能够知道 ____ =(

Monday, April 26, 2010

Justn Bieber

今天 我写了个文章 这是第二个 
因为突然想到要写的 
hehe ...

今天 在学校的时候 
跟韵讲话的时候 讲到一个歌星 是和我们 同岁的 !!!
很惊讶 ~ !! 

他就是 JUSTIN BIEBER 
过后 回到家我就听他的歌 
听着听着 就慢慢的 喜欢上他了 [ 不是那种喜欢 !! ] 

现在就让你们看看 他的 照片 
的哦 





帅叻 ?? 
希望你们会喜欢他的歌啦 !! 

介绍一首歌给你们 是他和 JAY SEAN 唱的 
Eenie Meenie 

Richie.Fm

刚刚 Edit 了我的照片 放在 Blog
不懂好不好看  给点评语吧 ... 
哈哈 

明天不需要去学校 因为没事情做的 
所以就没去 一句话 !!

现在 
我一直都在犹豫着 到底我喜欢的是谁 
 还是  ??
很犹豫 
怎么办 ?? 帮帮我 !! 

救命啊 
haiz ... 

快要死了 !! 

而且 考试也快要到了 
没准备到 
我是个大笨蛋 !! 
永远都不能 把书读好的 
可能这就是 我的命吧 
没办法了 ~ 

希望我能够过得了 这次的考试 
加油 !!