CONFUSING ~

Still left one day is going to Monday ~
Today is Saturday
After Sunday is Monday ady ...

And oso on trial de starting ... [ First Week ]
I feel very CONFUSE dunno wanna to quit PREFECTIORAL BOARD ornt ...
if i quit , will it waste bcoz of de uniform ... itz expensive for me
if im not going to quit ... can my wishes come true
[ wish to be KETUA SEKSYEN DISIPLIN ]
can i continue ?? or quit ...
or don on trial ... juzzz always don go duty ??
haiz ~ im goin to be mad now ~!!!!

Arghhhhhh !!!!!!!!!! still CONFUSING !!!!!!!!!
wat can i do now ... help me ...
haiz ...  go kill myself better ~ [ im dare to die ]

now , in science stream ... all de subject i can follow ... juzz add maths ...
i cant follow ... i sked my add maths will fail in de March Test ...
haiz ... can i handle all de problem im having now ??
hope i can handle it ... can i ??

HELP ME GOD ~